Cant Even

Cant be you

 why do I always do this

 whatever it is

 why do I always do it?

 The things you did

 I took the blame

 I carried the misery

 and Ive faced the shame.

 Wasnt even me

 but somehow was

 guess Im crazy

 Im all messed up.

 Cant even hurt

 because thats all my fault

 I guess Im dumb

 I should have thought..

 Forgot what I even dreamed about

 hell, Ive forgotten how to feel

 I try to just be me

 but lets be real..

 I always do that

 and I always do this

 I dont know why i do it

 thats just how it is..

 Whatever.